I think our size is a big influence in our body count.

Recently on a ramdom thought, I was just reflecting on my life so far and I remembered how many of my relationships just broke like glass because of the size of my penis and how it led me to have a high body count to find a girlfriend who could actually fit me and I could have a sexually satisfactory experience.This saga kind of began for me since I had my first time at 17 or so. I was wondering if anyone here also has the same experience of having a high body because of not having lust but just trying to find a compatible lover who could actually take the size and not get discomfortable.