Culture Shock In Pilani!!

Mujhe ache se english nhi ati and mai bahut normal background se hu papa group C me employee hai paternal family sb lower middle class hai and mai lona+MCN per pilani aya tha family income 10lpa and yhn aake cultural shock lga mujhe like sbki itni achi accent hai yhn sab mujhse jyada knowledgable hai mujhe toh apne T2 seher ke aage ka kuch pta he nhi tha

Mai itni buri haalat me hu mai without mattress pda hu but sbne 1st day per cooler mattress and bahut sare stuff khareed liye like the bonding between girls and boys and how open it is which is a culture shock for me cuz mai delhi mumbai banglore jaisi jgh per kabhi gaya bhi nhi hu

Feeling very left out and scared here mera kya hoga placement nhi hua toh MCN nhi mila toh kya karunga zindgi me 15L+ ka student loan hai and I am constantly thinking ki EEE ka placement % is 80-85 toh woh 15% me mere jaise hi log hote honge jinhe aaage ka koi idea nhi hai na conversation skills hai na ache se english ati hai and etc etc seniors ab kya karu I think I am cooked

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