anyone get gender dys(morph?)ia as a cis woman :(

i feel like this will sound wrong/transphobic but it's not! it's just i see a lot of trans women's pics online and they have my exact chest, just barely starting estrogen. the little tiny cone boobs that i never grew past puberty stuck in stage 2-3 transition. i hope those ladies get luckier obviously but it just upsets meeeee. it's the same as comparing to preteens! like why am i matching someone who just started puberty when i stopped mine nearly two decades ago :( does anyone else get me.....