My dad hates me.

Im sorry if this post isn't allowed but I am honestly just trying to vent,because im genuinely just stuck in a bad mindset and situation.

I live with my dad,well more just sperm donor,he is rude,heartless,just a cold soul. He told yesterday he loathed my existence because I keep him back from reaching his true potential in life. He refuses to buy me pads,food,clothes. (Im 16) he won't let me get a job because he dont want to have to take me or buy me a car. Let alone trying to feed me its just Ramen literally 7 days a week.