My life feels so heavy

I'm struggling so much because I feel like such a weak woman. I don't have any special talents or skills, and I never got to finish college. Almost everyone in my family depends on me, yet now that I'm the one who desperately needs help to pay my rent and bills, not a single person has given me even the smallest amount of support.

It breaks my heart knowing that when I needed them the most, no one was there for me. I don't even have enough money for transportation or food just to make it to work. On top of everything, I was unlucky in love too. The man I welcomed into my life turned out to be a cheater.

I know I haven't always been a good person, but sometimes I can't help but ask... why does it feel like life is making me pay for everything three times over? Why does it have to hurt this much?

All I've ever wanted was for my life to become a little lighter. I just want to breathe again.