35 [F4F] Looking to be a long term denied toy and for a keyholder

Hi,

35F sub here, hope it isn’t too old. I love edging myself for hours leaking and staying wet. Cumming only lasts for little bit, but I want to stay edged, and lose my mind to a mistress/mommy who wants to guide me, control my orgasms, hold my key and keep me as their denied slut and make me know my place.

I don’t mind if you gaslight me into what’s good for me, or mind break me, or verbally degrade me until I can’t stop leaking anymore. Potentially looking for something long term to be controlled.

Not interested in men