TRYING TO FIGURE OUT

Hii I’m 24M. No job no income but living a life like a 1l+ salaried employee 😂. Even I wonder how. Life and god has been kind ippati varaku eppudu ibbandhi pade situations raale either my previous investments or savings or edhokala life’s going well. But em cheyyatle em cheyyatle ane guilt matram chala undhi.I had a job but I’m not interested in doing a 9 to 5 job so manesa oka 1n1/2 years back. I want to be happy working on something I like which gives me self satisfaction and a sense of freedom knowing that everything I work for is for myself and for something I really enjoy doing.But dhani keedha work cheyyadam inka start cheyyale I know I’m the reason for me being like this lazy ass, procrastination and also sticking to my comfort zone is the main reason. I have a huge ambition and I think I have an idea on how to achieve it but main issue is lack of efforts. Almost 1n1/2 years kaali ga undadam valla em work meedha concentrate cheyyalekapothunna I’ve become lazy oka discipline ledhu paadu ledhu. So koncham serious ga I want to start working on my self on things I like and start building a lifestyle which I dreamed about. Oorike anukuntunte avvatle last 2 months nundi adhe avthundhi days gadichipothunnay but progress undatle atleast ila chesthe ayina koncham serious ga untanu emo ani try chesthunna. I’m thinking of posting about how my day was not the details but productive ah kadha ani just like a journal. Adedho nee private journal lo dhobbinchukovachu kadha ani adagochu akkada aythe nen commit ayyina dhani meedha work chesthunnano ledho adagadaniki evadu undadu kadha ikkada evarokaru adugutharu emo ani😂 let us see how far I go.