I made it 7 days

I was doing really well, though I felt like absolute shite the whole time. I’m now drinking at 11:34, started at 9:30am, whacking out sales calls and hopping downstairs for a fight on UFC.

It’s weird how you don’t see how fucked this lifestyle is, it’s almost like rose tinted glasses. I consider myself an athletic person, used to be an mma fighter, conventionally good looking I guess, outside is fine but I sat down last night and my
Daughter (who I have every weekend - I don’t drink with her in my care) pointed out I had a little belly, which made me laugh as I’m a well built guy, but obviously not sitting down.

Anyway, it’s a nice day today, works flowing well, got Spotify on my headphones while I grind away, the break was good but it’s hard to break. I need to try dating again but I want to meet someone from a different country, with life experiences and something about them, hope you’re all doing well today whatever is happening. Love ya all and don’t feel alone, always here if you need an ear, or a fucking massive stomach (ok it’s not that bad) CHAIRS