Seeking chart analysis for my love and married lifem

Hi, I'm a 25 year old male. My love life till now has been dead. I had an attachment around 2022 or so to an older woman to me who denied but she came back again and again In my life.

Then since then I'm out from dating or love romance relationship etc last year In November my family got a match for me and I and she built a secret text connection but it also ended in Feb March of 2026.

I want to know what's the main issue and lesson?

I feel there is a pull in me. I'm not too excited or too much run after relationship and marriage but there is a pull to have someone with me.

I have feelings, that marriage is a side quest it does not add much in my life.

Your honest analysis would be a great help. Because now suddenly I feel the urge to have someone in my life plus I'm a single son it's also more about duty and responsibility considering the age I'm turning into..

If you need any details please reach out or comment....