Wrote a little something after my latest bitch of a depressive episode

the old dog was back to bite me on the ass and remind me that I ain’t invincible.
did my best to kick it on my own because I forgot the lesson once learnt;
that I’m not built to be alone and I do in fact need love.
despite my best efforts to push it away or set it alight when it’s offered.
it guess it just hurts because Im scared.
I need a heavy pour of humility.
to be accept the love that surrounds me.
even if I couldn’t see it.

I had my eyes closed.