In a difficult situation need advice

Hi rn doing ba psychology from a local college in my tier 3 city it's not really good we have language barrier and my professor are no help i decided to switch to a prvt college bc i didn't get into du but the fee is high so my dad said he wouldn't be able to pay for pg if I go to an exp college now but if i don't then he will save up for pg but if i study here I don't think I would have the material to sit in pg w bc they teach psychology is kinda pure Hindi which I find hard keeping up w the students i study w they always say they took the subject bc they needed to pick one they just need the degree they don't care i have heard it so many times ibwish i was lying

Atp I am questioning whether I should even study psychology i have been in pure agony from the past one yr that I can't even describe in words