mental illness is the real problem

if you've never lived it, don't try to tell me what to do. you'll just never understand how deep it runs. don't tell me i need to just try harder. don't tell me it's all my fault. don't tell me i need to stop complaining.

you don't see how hard the most basic things are to do every day. you don't see how much effort i actually put in. but people only care about what they see on the surface.

it's a curse to live like this every day. things just had to turn out like this out of all the possibilities. i just had to be me out of all the possibilities. i know anyone living my life would be like this. yet they'll never see it.

talking down to me doesn't magically solve all my problems. so maybe you should just leave me alone.

if you wanna be right. you can be right. it's my fault. i'm not trying hard enough. i'm already aware.