Please listen to this.....

I'm currently 19. Today was my first day of college. I had also taken a drop year for NEET and studied with more mature students. They all seemed much more mature. But when I visited my college today, it felt like I had just entered 9th grade. Even thinking about a girl felt immoral. I don't know how I'll spend my entire college life here.

I'm also studying at an off-campus college. Am I missing out on much compared to students at North Campus or South Campus? Apart from the campus itself, what am I really missing? Or its just Overhyped?