Moving on

Sometimes we don’t have a choice but to keep it pushing no matter what. Live stops for nobody and others aren’t gonna wait on you and life especially isn’t. All I’ve seen my entire life is people come and go and I’m just done bothering with people. One day I’ll finally get away from here, from family and past mistakes and so called friends. I’m exhausted of all the bullshit in life, on here and with people in general. I’m changing and I need to put myself first and I don’t wanna put on a facade anymore. People only come around when they act like they want something or need you for something but never there for you. Life’s put me through so much shit by 24 and I’m learning I just don’t care to deal with anyone anymore. Sometimes people don’t deserve you and it’s okay to leave them in the past. I’ll keep moving and I’ll find my path eventually but it’s not around here, around the people I’m surrounded by.

The same way nobody has ever put me first or tried to see beyond the surface I’ll learn myself. I might be on my own but at least one person will give a shit about me even if it’s myself. I don’t need anyone else and they clearly don’t need me unless they want something.