My parents does't deserve a son like me !

In a few days, I will turn 19. I come from a lower middle class family, and life hasn’t been easy. My father returned from Qatar about four years ago and since then our family has been struggling without a stable source of income but interest on loan is surge day by day.

Sometimes I feel like I haven’t done anything yet that I can truly be proud of. People my age seem to be moving ahead, building their careers, and enjoying life, while I’m still figuring out my path.

I haven’t started my bachelor’s degree yet, and I haven’t earned a single rupee till now. These days, even asking my parents for money feels difficult because I understand the situation at home.

The condition of my family is fragile, and that pressure stays on my mind. I started preparing for IELTS with the hope of going abroad and creating a better future, but distractions keep holding me back.

I know I’m not where I want to be yet, but I’m trying to find my way. Hopefully, these struggles will become the reason for my growth someday.