I (21f) only want men old enough to be my grandfather. can't pinpoint if it's knowing it's not socially acceptable? knowing that by being with them people will have some shock factor idk. but i genuinely find them so much more attractive!! I cannot keep interest in a guy my age for more than maybe a few days before my attention is swayed or my brain wonders to a man who's well.... older (maybe I have some Alzheimer’s kindred spirit with them for this reason????)  it's not about the financials ,however, it actually really is. maybe I need to stop trying to rationalize and accept it. older guys are hot!! I want to use their saggy wrinkly bingo wings and pretend I’m the hamburgaler. Robble robble!

Here's where my issue within myself starts , how I tend to act like a stupid little girl to appeal to creepy old men’s prey drive. voice a little softer , eyes all big and wide and desperate for their attention and i don't know where it comes from because im deeply cold /icked out / annoyed by men my age and for that matter any under 40 (Ugh men under 40 are literal babies 🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮) idk just needed to say this somewhere before i explode. sometimes i feel bad for what i desire but i can't help it at this rate. since turning 18 and realized i could see men that much older me( not sex seeking but mostly sex seeing because I love attention!!!!!!!) it has been a addiction of sorts.

ok I am hot for retire home patients, bye!

dinner is pure oxygen because I’m on the prowl for a ricket-laden-fox and not a silver fox because men that still have hair are too young for me gross!!!!!!!!!

Old Men Make Me Hot