I'm tired and lost guys, and could really use some encouragement/advice

I recently failed two interviews (one with Amazon, and another with a separate lesser known company) and I genuinely think it has broken me mentally. I got the news on Friday and I spent the entire weekend basically sitting around my room doing nothing. I really need some advice on how to structure leetcode studying. I've got a Neetcode subscription, Leetcode Premium, Algomontser, and Hellointerview.

I have all these resources but I genuinely don't know where to start - I know the common advice is "start with the easy problems, then move to the medium problems" but, as an example, Neetcode 250 only has 9 easy problems under arrays and hashing - researching on the internet has told me that I should be doing 15-20 easies before moving onto the mediums, how do I know which easies to add to the list?

I feel like I'm just going in circle studying and getting nowhere and I just want someone to give me some sort of structure.