Still Depressed, this sucks

Depressive episodes suck, and are also so weird when medicated. I feel like I want to cry and crawl into bed and stay there, but it's like my body is preventing me from being able to cry or feel it fully. Honestly, it could be worse, though. At least I'm functional, I just don't give a f*ck about anything or anyone which makes me feel like I come across like a sociopath, especially since I'm already not affectionate and my baseline default setting is pretty antisocial and introverted.

I guess we'll see how long this episode lasts. There are definitely other reasons that I believe contributed into pulling me into this episode, but those have always existed.

I'm tired.