One month...

It's been a month since I lost my girl of 13 years...a month and it feels like a lifetime already without her... I miss her soo much... My goofy girl .. my mind plays tricks on me I swear through the corner of my eye I see her outside in one of her favorite spots...I swear I sense her presence when I wake up to let my other dog out in the morning...like she's going to be laying there the way she always did...I close my eyes and I picture her laying in nice grass soaking up the sun while she lays on her back the way she always did...tail wagging with her goofy smile shed give when I'd stare back at her .. it hurts how much I miss her.. it hurts to watch my daughter hurting for her best friend ...it breaks my heart to see our other dog so sad without her to hear his howls when he's outside looking for her .. our family is not the same without her nothing feels normal anymore. We miss you Chula girl. Well never stop loving you and we'll always speak about you so that your memory lives on. ❤️❤️