Very nervous about my MA

This is my very first post here, but I just cannot shake the anxiety. Truth be told I’m TERRIFIED. I ordered off of HeyJane because it’s cheaper, and my partner and I are both very young (19). My parents are both very religious, and given that my mother already dislikes me for my bisexuality, I just can’t tell them. I’m very scared, but I know it’s the right choice for me AND my boyfriend, as we just don’t have the resources to take care of a child right now. I guess I’m just nervous about if HeyJane is legit, and I’ve maybe just been spending too much time reading the warnings. The thing that scares me the most is I won’t have my mom there for me. Just looking for a little reassurance, I suppose.