all time low

every single thing i've done has gotten me kicked in the head while i'm already down. and i mean if i go to make a sandwich something bad is going to happen. my friend killed herself last week and my other friend left due to some kind of professional jealousy. for the sake of changing i have lost everyone. i've done so much. literally everything i possibly could have without burning out. and in the end i'm alone being shipped off to fight a war for a guy trying to run a third term through constitutional loopholes because he's that petty