Overcoming an urge
I'm kind of really proud of myself, I had an urge and it started as usual, on Instagram I see a girl and then I end up looking her up on reddit on down the rabbit hole I go. Only this time, yes I did look her up etc but I kept the nsfw setting on still very much conscious about not doing anything and then after about 10 minutes I realised I genuinely wasn't even into it and I closed it all down.
It might not seem like much but for me, this type of stuff was impossible to be able to turn around from like I just did now so really happy with the fact that I managed to turn around and it wasn't even necessarily I had to force myself to turn around I realised I wasn't into it and felt disinterested which, again, never would've happened before my decision of stopping porn for good.
I've still got some things to get over like even getting taken and ending up in reddit in the first place but as a first step I'm really proud of myself
Posted Aug 4, 2026, 8:49 AM UTC