diy labiaplasty?

This is going to sound insane and I’m sure it is. This very well might be taken down but I wanted to know if anyone else has genuinely considered just… snipping off part of their labia ?

I’ve wanted labiaplasty for years. I hate how asymmetrical my labia is and it disgusts me. Not only that but I also chafe really bad because of the excess skin. Unfortunately, though, times are tough and I don’t have anywhere near the amount of money I would need to get labiaplasty done by a surgeon, hence the diy labiaplasty title. I’ve tried to dissuade myself and consider the possibility of necrosis or sepsis or something but I’m just so miserable with how I look and I’m in pain anyways.

Genuinely what do I even do in this situation? Talk to my therapist? It doesn’t matter how many pictures of other people I look at trying to convince myself my labia isn’t ugly because no one else’s looks like mine. It’s so frustrating knowing there’s no easy or cheap fix. Even if I just want a small part taken off it’ll be thousands.