Any advice

Sup, longest streak was 29 days, second longest was 25, I just relapsed after a 3 day. I exercise, eat healthy, drink a lot of water. I have hobbies and a busy day but I somehow manage to squeeze this filth in. I wanna glow up, I want clear skin, I want to live an awesome life where I can look at A PALM TREE and be happy. I also lost my crush, that sucks. But we'll win again sometime soon. I just need niche advice, I am religous. However, is there some sort of advice, qoute, or motivation that you brothers ould offer, I'm burnt at both ends here. Cheers you beautifull stallions.