I have a question as someone pre hrt, with very hair legs, arms and butt region

Hi…

Ok, tell me honestly, how screwed am i? Im not super hairy like a wolf, no , but i have hairy legs and arms, and the big big fml for me is i know i have a hairy ass, i dont feel comfortable with seeing a(holes) in images online, or the thought kf stretching mine at all, if i do live to ever try transition, what would have to be done? Laser? I cant stand the thought of having that region touched let alone multiple times. What did you all have to do to remove it?

Side note: im living with deep depression daily, i havent come out, i am in my 30s ,living in suffering i must mask with family but its like fml, if i let the cat out of the bag things get worse, and my body changing, i dont even know what i want , cause i dont have an urge for breasts , nor vag, just know i would have preferred living , looking like, and navigating the world as female me, fk u brain…