I don’t really feel the desire to do things anymore

Hi everyone. I used to be a very motivated person. Always did homework as soon as I can, spent time learning and wondering things even if I didn’t need to, all that. But ever since I’ve had some bad experiences with my parents, I’ve kind of felt I guess numb or passionless towards life? Like even when it comes to listing items on facebook marketplace, sleeping on tome or some mundane chore, it takes much more effort for me to do it, when before, I would just genuinely want to do it and not have to push to do it at all and just do it. I think a part of this is the social isolation I’ve experienced these past few years and another is feeling like no one loves me. I guess those would make me less motivated to love myself too and live life “to its fullest”? I don’t know. I’ve always been one to say live for yourself, if anything and everything falls apart around you. But I guess I get it now. Its hard to do that when you feel like no one’s with you. I don’t really know how to get better from this. If anyone has any suggestions or similar experiences in the past that you have some insight on, please help a fella out.

Sincerely,
Anon