First stimfapping

Finna nutted. Lasted 12hrs for the first stimfapping in my life. Nut was pretty satisfying but still not close to the psychedelic gooning.

But this school of gooning’s characteristic is the simple but intense immersion in the porn material and my brain even actively running my altered subplot that suit for my kink as I watch my JAV stash. Shit that horny. Pure dopamine flooding.

Yeah this substance a destroyer of life cuz if one placed task priority by dopamine, which is the default impulse of animal including human, this dopamine flooding substance would be No.1. let alone the physical and mental side effects of the prolonged use.

But fortunately, humans have a consciousness which enables to analyze those default patterns then we can choose the task priority by logic, not impulse.

Anyway Ts shouldn’t be done more than once a year.

Post nut clarity kicking in.

Buckle up.

Stimfappin for 12hrs straight was crazy.

New to me.