TIFU by causing a accident

Its was a first

Yesterday, while turning left I lost the grip on my steering wheel, and head-on collided with a vehicle. The sun was shining in my eyes, and i didn’t see the car coming on to my left, in the very swift moment I kept on pushing the brakes but the car wouldn’t stop. Obviously none was injured, though the family did ask for an ambulance because they had a baby with them. Their car got some rough tors but no bumps. My car’s whole bonnet is wrecked. I got charged with a minor fine, it was my first time and the cops sympathized with me. If it was up to the family I would’ve gotten jailed for years, fair. I didn’t cry the whole time this took place didn’t even flinch, but as the clock strikes 3 am right now. I feel so incredibly guilty and embarrassed and i keep loling to myself I wonder what the family said about me, this dumb fat cow got on the wrong direction and yady yada. I can’t wait for the day i forget i did such unbelievably embrassing shit, I can’t even sleep.

TL;DR
Lost grip on steering wheel and collided with a car.