Albert, 47,anxious, I need to get my ducks in a row again

So, I live in Calgary, Canada but I’m actually a digital nomad cause I teach online at a BC college.

I am a very anxious person and now it’s at its peak. I’m selling my condo so that I don’t lose it for the bank, but I’ve paid 60% so this is triggering but manageable-ish.

the problem is that I just learned today that I will only have classes now in May 2027 because Fall and Spring courses were allocated for full time on campus faculty due to new immigration policies in Canada that cut off the # of int’l students drastically l, causing layoffs and budget cuts.

So, as I am a sessional instructor ( 4 years now so I am “safe”-ish due to seniority ) I will have to wait .

this is triggering and must get my ducks in a row ;/ thanks for reading.