I got invited to something exciting by a passenger but I’ve only shared w my parents bc i’m scared of evil eye

lmao title says it all. I know I might sound woo woo and crazy and that’s okay. also for context i’m a flight attendant and I was working a flight when a passenger saw something in me and invited me to this thing. btw it may not even be that cool or exciting to others but it is just very exciting to me.

it’s tough cuz i’m literally so excited for this thing. but genuinely for my sanity and due to my past experience it’s one of those things I can’t share w others until it has happened and can’t be ruined.

it sucks cuz even tho it’s such an exciting thing, it’s also something I feel a lot of stress about, because I want to do amazing. I also feel stress cuz it is gonna be time and effort out of me, it may also end up costing me money but it’s something i’ve wanted to try my entire life and I cannot turn down.

i’m just sitting here boiling in my excitement and can’t really share it. I know I could but bc of my own mind / beliefs I can’t. I know this post might also be annoying cuz I won’t even say it here 💀 but ugh it feels good to at least express this for now