All I wanna do is die now

18m all I do jerk off to other men and look for jobs all day

Im a highschool dropput I dropped out in 9th grade.

I cant find a job im broke and I guesse this is what the rest of my life is gonna look like.

Im gay and I cant even find a man my age its always older men who want me never a guy my age.

Im an ugly failure

I dont know how im gonna do it but I'll probably jump in front of a truck.