Am I being reasonable?

The immense guilt I feel to continue with TFMR knowing my prognosis is guarded / grey. There’s a chance at hope but the risks are too much and I just can’t accept them for my boy. I know in my gut it’s the right thing but that chance of hope and the uncertainty is so hard. In my situation, I know that he has a high chance of not even making it even if I do get to term (im more likely to deliver early bcos of previable pprom .) but even so his lungs might be so undeveloped that he would pass no matter the intervention. All I know is that my waters started leaking very early and ive had prolonged low fluid /oligo for a couple weeks now and im so scared. I just wanna do the right thing .