am i being played?

so this is kind of embarrassing to admit but i’ve been in a situation with this person for about 2 years we never been in a relationship more so a situationship it really started when that person got out of their relationship during that time we were quite intimate although we would argue a lot so it was on and off fast forward to now she has told me that she wants to get back with her ex after telling me she wants me and she’s working on her relationship we didn’t speak for almost 3 weeks then i saw her and we spoke and she’s now telling me that she still feels confused about me whenever she sees me her feelings are still there and she can’t imagine not speaking to me but she still wants to be loyal to her relationship. ( i didn’t say all because it’s very confusing but this was a summary)