Coping with your team being upset with the bird pick.

I usually just try to help jg best I can but man. No matter how much I ping them off, warn them to wait until I have at least blasting wand? No dice. I think Azir is fun and I play ranked because I want to see if I can get past silver, I like getting better at things with my damaged brain. It’s important and healthy, it might not be fair for competitive play because I’m mentally handicapped.

Anyways, how do you go about reassuring your team that bird adds value with utility and late game? I mean I zone, poke, push away or in with ult. Minor slow and good damage after nashors. I literally am adding to the team and I’m always max 2 deaths 16 minutes with topped cs bar jungle having more. Yet they always give me “?” “?”. I feel like every game I’m expected to have team input = to mid picks with more agency.

Also I really enjoy games where I can coordinate gameplay with my jungle on early mid to late game objectives. Getting the mid push with jg and supp all the way to inhib early makes me so happy. Is this something I can push for? Every match nobody seems to have a game plan. It’s always either bot feed or jg being 100% aggro. How do I find the game plan/ help my team into one.

I use deathfire touch, nashor, lich, void/ ap crit thing, rabadon/ utility. Mainly play for cs unless I see opportunity to tp for an objective/ other situationals.