I dont know what to believe anymore!

Hello everyone! i know that what im about to say sounds crazy so please bear with me!

My bf and i broke up couple weeks ago for no reason.

Well he chose to break up and simply said leave me alone im getting married today,i was loosing my mind bcz we were so in love and happy together,it was just perfect relationship.

Anyway when he said he is getting married i stopped contacting him,but i know he wont do it bcz he still in love with me,i didnt block him,he didnt too,everytime i post statues he check them right away so i got 100% sure that he still love me and he couldnt move on.

I will tell u a little bit abt his background so u understand what im talking abt,he was honest with me from day one,so he confessed that he is gangster nd that he leads a group or something,i didnt take it seriously i thought he is just saying that to impress me or smth.

After that,everytime he does something related to gang or any thing he just tell me(i cant say it,so please try using ur imagination to know what those ppl do)when i was like come on this cant be real,he just give me evidence( i could get him a death panelty if i just report one thing he did)

I know its crazy i feel im loosing my mind too,he also told me about his childhood,his parents were toxic asff,he was so violent as a kid they chose not to do anything abt it so he end up like this.

Yesterday i chose to risk it and text him,i typed" why the hell i cant stop loving you?" he replied"me too",everything just got back normal.

He told me he stopped the gang and now living in peace,he also told me about things he done wrong when he was kid nd that he regret it.

So while we were talking,i mean while he was confessing,he said he knows who the Zodiac is and that he contacted him,he told me a lot of crazy things before,things i would never belive but then it was all true,so im really loosing my mind right now.

Maybe i should make him prove what he said abt the Zodiac is true or convince him to get therapy,i really dont know anything right now.