So I sniff my auntie thongs right and I want to fuck her is that weird?

I want to fuck her she sits on my lap sometimes but I push her way every time she leaves her thongs next to my boxers then I jerk to them sometimes cum in them but one time she nearly caught me jerking I covered my self so it looked like I was doing nothing but she was staring at my dick then left but any tips helps I just need to fuck her and I nearly forgot I recorded her in the shower she never noticed I got her pussy and tits in it ever since then I just want to fuck her