I feel like I should harm myself for being a bad son.

Throwaway account.

As the title says, I’m a horrible son. I’m entitled, not thankful enough (don’t show it at least), don’t try hard in school, I’m an 18 years old deadbeat basically. The only way I can think of to make up for my “sins” is to harm myself, maybe even end myself, it’s the only thing that seems right. I can’t ever do enough to make up for what I’ve been given, the best solution is to stop taking, isn’t it?