Day 36

Day 36 since she asked for no contact.

Complete silence.

Feels like I’ve been erased, replaced, forgotten about. Feels like me not being in her life anymore was the biggest relief she could’ve had and she just happier now. Feels like all those years just meant nothing.

We were fixable. She was my whole sky. She wasn’t just part of my life, she was the life in it.

I am trying so hard not to break. I’m just letting her slip away. I fought like hell till the end.

Please come back pooks. Always you for me.