Where can I buy some sr17 today at a good price?

Please be kind I am an older chronic pain patient who’s been on opiates for almost 11 years. I do still have access to my opiate medication but 6 months ago my life changed when I found out about 7. I went from crying everyday in agony to having a some what normal life again. It has been a miracle. The past few months I have not even taken my opiates and have been saving them. I only became aware of the ban a few days ago when I went to place my monthly order and saw a message on the site. I am heartbroken over this it’s so unfair that there is something out there that actually works and it’s being taken away. I know I’m lucky to be prescribed opiates as many are not able to get them. I get 120 month of pretty strong medication but it stopped working for me several years ago and my doctor is to scared to increase my dose which I fully understand she is already taking a risk prescribing what she does. I have already started tapering my 7 and have about 2 months supply but I was told yesterday to buy sr17 but since I am disabled I am on a tight budget but have about $100-$120 to spend and I’d like to make sure I’m getting the best price. Does anyone know where I can still get it and the best price? Thank you in advanced to anyone who does respond to this. I am very scared for the withdrawals from this and devastated to go back to the constant pain I was in prior to finding this amazing product. I did find some on raw mit that I could order just wondering if there’s any discount code for that site or anywhere else.