I (22F) am using my (27M) Boyfriend

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Okay, so this is going to be a long one. I have been dating my boyfriend since I was 19. But in the past few months, I wanted more and was not satisfied with just one guy. Honestly I love him and he takes care of me like hell. He has never dated before me and I know he's fully intending to marry me.

Now my boyfriend is super rich and he spends almost everything on me. He actively books my flight tickets, buys clothes for me and I have never paid for a single meal while being together with him.

I am fully in my comfort zone with him but recently I have started cheating on him and I am scared that if he finds out, it's going to break his heart. I genuinely do believe I only love him but I also feel since I am so young, it's natural for me to find other people attractive.