35M - Dumped submissive straight guy looking for sadistic Dom older than me

Yet another straight guy tempted by this sub. That temptation has led to this post. What this post leads to is seemingly up to you.

Been single for about 3 months now and have found myself on grindr a few times chatting to dominant guys. I look for older Dom’s and my cock twitches when in control guys call me things like slut or cumrag and tell me how they’d train me to suck their cock. I’m not interested in anything other than dom tops when I’m on there tbh. I haven’t done anything with them of course but it’s been fun chatting with them. This isn’t new, in fact I have been doing it for years. Just get to nervous and scared to do it and jerk off and delete the app for a few weeks or months. Furthest I have gone is getting a drink with a Dom.

But that means the thoughts, desires and kinks have only grown stronger, more depraved, more aligned with this sub. And that’s what has led me here today. When feeling submissive and like a whore I have some absolutely wild fantasies and things I would love to do and with the extra control, power exchange and reinforcement you can provide I just might find myself doing them. I want to urged into action this time whilst feeling so sub. Outside of that I have lots of the usual kinks you'll see on posts around here.... Lets chat about this when you message. My ex left some of her panties and stuff here and I have jerked off to sissy porn but don't have any other clothes. The dream would be to get trained up to give to be able to handle a spidergagged facefucking and maybe a lot more as a submissive toy for dominant men. I do have some limits and am no where near as advanced as some of the people posting on here but I thought I would post and see how we go.

You are going to have to be older than me, experienced, maybe you've flipped a straight guy before and good with your words. I am in average shape (low weight but not fit), Caucasian, 6 foot with an indoor job and college education. I live in a city and do not live alone. If you can tell me a bit about yourself and how this whole thing could work when you message that would be appreciated.

Hopefully the lust, repressed desire, and nerves come through in my post and with trepidation and a massive hard on I await the DM Sir.....