Wanted to share

20M clg student neen through a little bit of tuff time . Due to overthinking(without any reason) , anxiety, fear of losing and just feeling down all the time. Not getting good grades, GPA is getting worse, love someone she loves back but then said I can't be with you cause my parents are orthodox brahmans and don't want other caste people to be in life but still I love you but I can't be with you so I will date a braham guy but still be in my life cause I don't want you to leave.🙂 Tf is this tbh okay it's her choice I'm not saying anything else I'm also kshatriya if u don't know it's fine but it's the same as Brahman but in other category \*\*\*in my case\*\*\* . So yeah I'm fine but she won't let me leave her and want me to watch her date some guy , so I'm okay with it but it's simple that I don't want to see that and I want to leave cause who wants to see that !!. Anyways this is also a reason for my emotional stress till now...

But today I changed it from my side. See everyone has something that they don't want to lose or they will be insecure if they lose so I clean shave my beard. It was hard for me cause last time I did my parents scolded me which was correct and since then having a moustache and beard is a part of my life and kinda confidence. But today I forgot all that and jus wanted to change myself....

So I cleaned up, got myself into the gym, giving more time to myself rather than this love and all stuff (see I do love her and want her to be happy so before we get more emotionally attached it's better to stay away and let her be as her family and herself think. It might hurt her at first but soon she will understand it.).

Now it's

New Me

New face

New body (soon will be)

New personality.

🥰🥰

Thanks for reading till here. Love you. I wish you the best of luck too.