Hey are you attention needy too?

I want attention. A very specific kind of it that I'm not sure how to word, I just know what I kinda don't want I guess.

Anyway, there's a big stigma on dOiNg It FoR aTtEnTiOn like that somehow takes away any sort of health risks that sh poses. Nonetheless, the stigma is just there even in the minor dominated sides of the sh... So nevermind when my 30+ old ass feels attention needy. I think (???) I feel ashamed, should feel ashamed(???)??? I guess I am kind of embarrassed I want attention.

I would like to know if any of you also strongly feel that need. And does your age affect your feelings about it?