BRO IM SO F*CKING DONE

Ok so I’m going to rant because I have no one to tell to. Don’t mind my language because I’m mad af. This might sound inconsistent but I’m leaving out some parts because it will take too long.

A few months ago, my aunt asked for my rishta for her son and I immediately said no because WHAT THE FUCK HES MY COUSIN, LIKE MY BROTHER. He didn’t have a job at that time but like idgaf anyway cuz idc about him or whatever. Today he got a job in something, and I saw like the official documents in my dads phone. I told my mom about it because like why not ykwim. She says oh that’s good, now you should say yes to the rishta and I was LIKE WHAT THE FUCK WHAT DO YOU MEAN. I got so disgusted because firstly it was never even about the job and second he’s like my brother. I literally hate my mom for always being like this, always so judgmental, sexiest and misogynistic. IBRO PLEASE IM REQUESTING THE PAKI GOVERNMENT TO BAN COUSIN MARRIAGES. Im so done with this. Like why do they ruin a brother-sister relationship. Now I cannot even like talk about him without people (my mom and my female cousins) making it awkward. Idk how it’s gonna be when I go back to Pakistan. Hopefully I either die or my dad lets me go to a uni abroad.