Aphantasia , ADHD/ADD , SDAM co morbid

Really struggling with life now with all these mixed I feel like a machine more than a human of some sort.

Can anyone else relate or tell me about how they manage or their experiences. Also I have just started medication for ADHD which I'm paying out my own pocket because in UK well I won't say exactly were I'm from but the part I'm from is a shortage. And the meds are guanfacine and wellbuterin because stimulants just don't agree with me.