Progress in self concept <3

Hii!

I’m back, haven’t written about progress in like 13 days. I am so much stronger in my self concept, and my brain redirects me automatically when I doubt or waver. I am putting myself on the pedestal and that all that love is within me. Also I haven’t crashed out or stopped for a few days which I always use to do.

I got an apartment! Manifested that and some money as well. I truly realized, especially after I manifested the money (which I did in a day), that you really have to let go and go on with life and your day knowing that it’s already yours. Like I’m not saying I pretend he’s here and all that but I’m expecting it. I already know it’s gonna happen, don’t know how or when and who cares he’s already mine, loyal to me and together.

Anyways the progress like that’s physically here right now is the apartment, it was kinda a miracle that I got it in the first place but the thing is that it’s like 10 minutes away from him😀. Kinda felt creepy for a second but genuinely it’s the perfect apartment for ME, close to my school, cheap, newly renovated. It’s perfect for me and my life so who cares. Still feels like progress in that sense but in the end it’s for me!

Just wanted to write this down and look back when I feel a little doubt. Thanks for reading if you did💗