All you had to do

Was leave me alone, stop coming back, stop pretending like something was there for you when it wasn't. I guess the same could be said for me. I should have stopped letting you come back, I should have stopped believing you missed me... they always do though.

I never believed the things you said about yourself, I should have. We were perfect until you ruined it. You said it yourself, you fuck everything up. I never expected you to fuck me up. I was so in love with you that I beleived your stories about wanting to be better. I beleived the person you showed me the one you wanted me to see the person I thought you were with me.

You are an awful and callous person. You only do things that benefit yourself and you don't care what happens to the people who fought to help you. My stupid fucking heart still wishes nothing negative towards you. I just wish I never met you and hope I never meet anyone like you again. You have changed me, not for the better.