Idk where to write this so I kinda feel like it fits here

I suspect that I have mcas since covid.I was reacting to cats and dogs with negative allergy tests.It has been like that for 5 years.Almost a year ago,I stopped benzos suddenly cause I thought that I might be allergic to them too,I know,stupid decision.I was going through withdrawals for like 2-3 months and decided to go back on them even tho I was terrified of allergic reactions.Since then I started reacting to food too.Like horrible throat swelling,hives all over the body,trouble breathing type of reaction.In a span of 3 months I kept reacting to food and kept cutting out what I eat and kept having less and less safe food.

I got sick of all of it and traveled to find answers.Same country,different city,but I'm from some random developing Europian country so doctors here don't know about mcas at all.In this new city I had anaphylaxis that escalated and I got rushed to er and they gave me adrenaline shot there.I did standard allergies test for all a lot of food and ofc it all came back negative cause mcas is like that Everything else that I did,most tests came back normal.

Now no one believes me and I went to psychiatrist,kinda against my will.

And she wrote how I have acute psychosis and atypical anorexia nervosa and GAD.

About anxiety I agree,I know that I have that,but other stuff nope.She basically thinks that I have delusion about having these reactions to food.I took picture of every reaction and showed it to her and to other people and everyone is seeing what I'm seeing and that's swelling,hives,rash,redness,everything is visible.

But she still decided to put these diagnoses in my chart that I don't even have.She also ofc prescribed antipsychotic for this and also pregabalin.

I'm not planning to take that and now my loved ones are blaming me for me not feeling well.

I'm devastated cause ik that I'm not having psychosis and I have that put in my chart...

I feel gaslighted,plus why immunologist prescribed me epi pen if she also thinks that it's psychological,btw she also thinks that it's psychological,but her theory was arfid.

I feel like a lab rat,they're making theories up about me instead of believing me,cause my symptoms are very visible.