I don’t even live in casa, I live in jadida but…

I have depression , of the reasons js bc of my city , there’s lit nothing here to the point where I don’t even wanna go out anymore, cause there’s no point , I don’t like anything here or the people here.
Everytime I go to casa I feel a bit resentful, I’m so sorry if it’s a mean or weird thing to say, but y’all have almost everything there, still « some » of course not all but some still complain. Pls be aware of your privilege, and ofc this isn’t just for casa it’s for all big cities people, you guys have something we wished we had. Thank you