Been about 2 months clean, my brain feels clean

Can’t really explain it but my brain feels pure-er. Haven’t watched any porn for over 2 months. I’ve noticed also that I’m a bit more sympathetic, I started to have crushes again. I don’t just see a girl, look at her ass and think about shagging😂 like I truly want a connection of some sort. This shit is so hard to kick but I don’t feel disgusting anymore. It’s weird, how can I watch step mom and step son stuff and than go say hi to my mom in the other room??? Porn is so twisted and desensitized a lot more than I ever knew it did. Brain feels clean!